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CHESS OF A RELATIONSHIP

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The questions accumulate in my head,
of that woman I allowed to be converted to,
views of the past that make me disappoint,
disappointment that does not stop with the regret of the actions.
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Do not close wounds with words,
the actions are not enough if they are not done with the real intention of healing,
although it is believed that the apologies may be medicine,
reality tells us that it is only a compress to avoid momentary pain.
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They played the black and white chess pieces,
without realizing that the checkmate had already been sung,
even in those beginnings when the pieces had not yet moved,
even when the board was only showing.
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This is how my life happened as a puppet who makes his profession,
letting the threads move and living without taste,
lying to my soul to think I was happy,
complacent to the environment and especially to your gift.
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Today I noticed that you have never been company,
that you only received from me what you never gave,
that you fed insecurity to be your boss
and you limited the closeness of my loved ones so that I wouldn’t wake up.
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But I’m still on time I want to believe,
I take you away from my side without a hint of doubt
and teach me every day that I am only responsible for my actions,
Because of yours I have never been the guide.
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I got the inspiration for this poetry by hearing the relief of people who have suffered under the stigma of *perfect family* or who deceived themselves, yielding in all aspects of their world…
then realize that they were puppets in their own lives.
This is the english version of my original article, for see in spanish [press here](https://steemit.com/spanish/@darkfemme/ajedrezdeunarelacin-yxxmpis1tu).

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LUCHANDO CONTRA EL DOLOR

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Paso constante que no cambia su parecer,
sentimiento de impotencia que revive con cada pulsación del dolor,
cuando las medicinas parecen no surtir efecto
y no hay posición cómoda que disminuya mi pesar.
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Pasar lento de las horas,
esas que marcan un recorrido poco animado de mi padecer,
donde se lían las necesidades con las realidades,
cuando ni a los doctores ves aparecer.
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Se mezclan la desesperanza con el astío,
ese astío que en la conformidad se ve sumergido,
donde se prueba mi capacidad de resistencia,
porque solo queda lidiar entre el desinterés y la pereza.
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Supero mis límites y acurrucándome en mis brazos me doy el valor,
el coraje para soportar el tiempo que sea necesario para mejorar,
porque todo está en decidir ser el artista de mis curaciones
y la potente voz que luego de pasar el mal rato ha de gritar.
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Lo siento, pero tras días en el hospital, solo esto vino a mi…

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CHRISTMAS CONTEST IN POETRY CITY || POETRY TO SANTA CLAUS || TITLE: FEELINGS THAT I DID NOT HAVE AND NOW I PRAY FOR NOT TO RELEASE /// CONCURSO EN NAVIDAD EN POETRY CITY || POEMA A PAPÁ NOEL || TÍTULO: SENTIMIENTOS QUE NO TENÍA Y AHORA RUEGO POR NO SOLTAR

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The day comes when everything is a chaos,
people struggling to get a little more,
invades delirium when I see how stressed they are,
I make sure to remain the invisible that nobody will notice.

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Llego el día en que todo es un caos,
las personas luchando por obtener un poco más,
invade el delirio cuando veo lo estresados que están,
me aseguro de seguir siendo el invisible que nadie notará.

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Ants without order those that register the streets,
torment my lonely moments,
those moments when the rodent is my partner
and hunger my most faithful guardian.

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Hormigas sin orden las que recorren las calles,
atormentan mis ratos de soledad,
esos momentos en los que el roedor es mi compañero
y el hambre mi más fiel guardián.

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Marathon of the hours I appreciate are about to end,
the night is approaching slowly,
while my body feels cold injected
and my stomach growls after the smells to see pass.

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Maratón de las horas que agradezco están por acabar,
se acerca la noche a paso lento,
mientras mi cuerpo siente inyectarse al frío
y mi estómago gruñe tras los olores ver pasar.

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I felt stunned when I heard footsteps splashing to my corner,
fighting fears for not calling memories,
bewildered of the motives that made me reappear before the world,
begging the mistake to have priority.

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Me sentí pasmado cuando oí pasos chapoteando hasta mi rincón,
luchando contra los miedos por no llamar a los recuerdos,
desconcierto de los motivos que me hicieran reaparecer ante el mundo,
rogando a la equivocación tener la prioridad.

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It was the warm hands that startled my senses,
leading the instinct to activate protection,
Wishing that distance could be realized,
restless breathing that betrayed my instincts.

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Fueron las tibias manos quienes sobresaltaron mis sentidos,
guiando al instinto a activar la protección,
deseando que la lejanía se pudiera concretar,
agitada respiración que delataba mis instintos.

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Aware of the soft voice I agreed a moment of my attention to grant,
I went with my activated alerts appreciating the sweet smell of cookies,
also being the most unexpected food for a cold night,
while I let myself be embraced by the blankets that the old Santa Claus posed on my body.

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Consciente de la voz suave pacté un momento de mi atención conceder,
fui con mis alertas activadas apreciando el olor dulce de las galletas,
también siendo el más inesperado alimento para una fría noche,
mientras me dejé abrazar por las mantas que el viejo Papá Noel posó sobre mi cuerpo.

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Exalted feeling of importing more,
the one that I didn’t have before and now I pray not to let go,
I did not ask to believe in goodness and here it is,
I didn’t have Christmas and I’ve seen it arrive.

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Exaltado sentimiento de importar más,
ese que antes no tenía y ahora ruego por no soltar,
yo no pedí creer en la bondad y aquí está,
yo no tenía navidad y la he visto llegar.

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It was not the things that I received the compensation of fate,
nor was it important how much they would give me,
my immense joy is remarkable,
only for that gesture of heart that this day fills me with peace.

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No fueron las cosas que recibí el resarcimiento del destino,
ni fue lo importantes cuánto me hubieran de dar,
es notable mi inmensa alegría,
solo por aquel gesto de corazón que este día me llena de paz.

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Esta es mi participación al concurso con una **poesía libre**.
Para ver las bases del concurso ir a [este post](https://partiko.app/antoniarhuiz/concurso-en-navidad-en-poetry-city-or-poema-a-papa-noel-christmas-contest-in-poetry-city-or-poetry-to-santa-claus?referrer=issymarie).

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This is my participation to the Christmas Contest of Poetry, the type of writing is *free poetry*.
For see the rules about this contest go to [this post](https://steemit.com/hive-138326/@antoniarhuiz/concurso-en-navidad-en-poetry-city-or-poema-a-papa-noel-christmas-contest-in-poetry-city-or-poetry-to-santa-clausreferrer=issymarie).

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PD de la PD… XD
Increíblemente… todo en contra y ahora como para no perder mi publicación igual lo muestro a ustedes, ya ni dentro del concurso -dijo ella suspirando.

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